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These were
found among my mother's effects after she died. She had saved them
from 1970–1971. I was known at home by my first name. This
is presented exactly as my hand penned it out back then, as close
as digital transcription allows. I did allow the lines to wrap herein
because the originals were on small paper.

2
Sep 70 –

Dear Mom &
Dad —

Time does fly
by and I have no real excuse for my delinquency in writing — We
are busy on the job, and my extra chores as Chairman of the Dept.
of Surgery are a constant little thorn catching me just as I try
to tie up loose ends on the ward or elsewhere. But the big deter[r]ent
to letter writing is the constant need for company — it's damn near
impossible to sit alone in the trailer for any activity — studying,
reading or letter writing —

The workload
is smoothing out since we added a third orthopedist and a 4th
man who has had one year of general surg. training. Even so it seems
there's very little spare time.

This type of
surgery is not very challenging and not very gratifying. When the
kids are "dusted off" from some aid station, to us, we
just check them over, stabilize them with blood transfusions and
fluids then run them into the OR where we scrub them up & debride
(cut away the debris) the wounds to get out all the dirt and dead
tissue. The wounds are usually multiple fragments (MFW's) from rockets,
mortars or mines, occas. rifle fire. My corpsmen came to me after
changing dressings on one fellow and said they had counted 37 wounds.
The damage comes when the fragments, or the transmitted force of
the frags or the explosion, fracture bones, lacerate arteries or,
especially, cut nerves. We leave the wounds open so they can drain
and then close them at 7-10 days, unless we have shipped the pt.
up to Japan or back to the CONUS via air evac. It's reassuring to
know we have learned the surgical principles and can apply them
to these miserable problems, but it is not very gratifying when
the cause of it all is just a bunch of cavemen out throwing sophisticated
rocks at each other — I'm not talking of the politics of this
war because that just confuses me; I'm referring to Mankind's stupid
habit, over the eons, of warring.

We operate
a lot on Vietnamese — civilians, ARVN and the mercenaries — The
first two categories we ship out rapidly to provincial and ARVN
hospitals but the CIDG (Civilian Irregular Defense Group) we can
follow-up because nobody else will — they are U.S employees, I guess,
and make pretty good money by local standards.

I'll bet the
countertops at the Lake look great!

The sailboat
ramp sounds like a great idea. Glad it's working out — also glad
J – is enjoying the sailboat.

There are 3
sunfish-type sailboats on the [Cam Ranh] Bay side of the AB [airbase]
here for rent, and there are a Lightening, a Star and 3 small catamarans
down at Market Time naval station — I haven't been out on any yet
— just can't seem to get to it.

I am enrolled
in the Scuba course — have only made it to about of the classes
and just the 1st of the 2 Sunday all-day swim-ins we've
had. Terribly anxious to get on with it. I'm juggling like mad to
switch my call from this Sunday.

Mom mentioned
I might be bored with her ramblings in her letters. Altho' it may
seem otherwise from my poor response, I really appreciate the letters
and relish every detail of your activities — so please keep them
coming. I'll try to do better now that we have some relief in the
work-force.

I'm riding
a thin edge on my quarters — I'm in a nice Port-A-Camper trailer
type, rooms 9 x 11 at each end with a jon in between… but I'm
not authorized by grade, etc., to be here. When I arrived the fellow
who was here TDY filling my slot just moved me in and he moved out.
I never checked at billeting… LtCol's and Majors on flying status
are authorized these quarters — the next step down is a big one
— Billeting has caught up with me but we are sitting tight until
some anticipated crowding develops — I am sweating out my flying
status orders, which is another story — I should make L/C sometime
between 1 Jan & 9 Jan — and my boss is going to make a pitch
for me as a "Key Personnel" in the Hospital. So my chances
of keeping this room are pretty good… but I'm worried & skeptical.

The flying
status is another story… the big factor right now is policy rumblings
from way up that all clinicians will be taken off flying status.
This seems quite certain, but no dates are set for implementation.
But I don't figure it will be any help to me in my application to
get on flying status.

The application
is another story…we sent it forward from here 31 Jul, 7th
AF in Saigon sent it forward to PACAF (Hickam) 10 Aug, PACAF bounced
it 18 Aug and 7th returned it to us dated 25 Aug — we
got it the 28th, and had it en route back up the line
the 29th. Very frustrating… and the med. exam has to
be sent all the way to Hq USAF (Personnel) at Randolph AFB, Tx —
so I doubt I'll even get on status. Even if I do it'll only be for
a short time until this other thing is implemented. So I'm a bit
bitter — $230.00/mo. bitter ! and probably my nice quarters. Sorry
I've gotten into this nice little harangue —

Weather here
is quite consistently damn warm — day and night — variably humid
to very humid — but sometimes the evenings are quite pleasant —
probably down to 75o — and there is a constant breeze.
There is usually a pleasant breeze — we are on a narrow peninsula
between the ocean and a bay. Our clinic, wards and OR are all air-conditioned.
The outdoor corridors are covered and I've never been really uncomfortable.

We wear rubber/leather/nylon-topped
boots and OD fatigues, cut something like a bush jacket. All insignia
& name tags are embroidered in black. They look heavy and hot
but really aren't. And they are comfortable with lots of pockets
— 10 I believe — all very loose fitting.

My walk to
work is concrete — but these boots are quite adequate for it — the
boots also have some kind of a flexible metal inner sole to protect
against spikes (none here). The alternative to paving here is a
deep soft sand.

The way I figure
the time difference is this — It takes the sun 11 hrs to get from
overhead there to overhead here — so when it does get here, and
it is noon here, eleven hrs have gone by there, so it is 11 p.m.
(standard time) there ! Somewhere they had to have an [sic] sharp
cut-off for the day difference and it happens to be out in the mid-Pac
which is just way around the world from Greenwich, England, where
all this business started. So, the Date Line is just an arbitrary
place where the day changes — so, true time is 11 hrs later
in Rochester than here,

but, date
time is the day before — when it is 12 noon here it is 11 pm the
day before in Rochester. The other way to figure it is to figure
westward from here — the sun hasn't gotten there yet so it is earlier
in the day eastward [sic -- westward] from here, one hour for each
time zone — and it is 13 time zones to Rochester — in 13 hrs the
sun will reach Rochester (overhead) and it will be noon there —
going back to 13 hrs earlier, when the sun was overhead here, it
was 11 pm the previous evening in Rochester ! No date line, just
a midnight.

I don't mind
a letter full of questions — Sometimes provides some good ideas
for letter writing.

12 of the 14
boxes I shipped arrived 2-3 weeks ago. There hasn't been another
boat mail since, so I expect the remainder to arrive then. If you
send anything send it PAL or SAM — it's 2 mos since I mailed those
14 boxes.

This hospital
is staffed for 400 beds & has 400 beds, but runs about 280 pt's
— it is, I believe, the AF's 3rd largest in capacity
— If we ran 400 pt's we'd be totally swamped — Our type requires
fair amount of attention and lots of paperwork getting them admitted
then manifested for air evac… and the paperwork takes time — our
load runs to surgical patients — altho' Medicine keeps busy with
malaria and dysentery —

I will have
a tape recorder in a couple months — I'm going to go the whole route
in amplifier, tape deck & FM tuner and big speakers, etc. My
little recorder S—- has.

before then
it would be a little awkward using someone else's. But will get
on with it later.

Now
8 Sep –

Food is o.k.
— strictly institutional but adequate. There are a few clubs, with
very limited menus. Of course, it's not uncommon for a case of steak
to fall off a truck and find its way into our refrigerators — always
keeps frozen thru its journey. We eat here at the trailer. Once
had chick-a-bab [sic] which was outstanding.

Trailer is
very adequate; patio is nice; roommate is great — LtCol dentist.

There are several
native town [sic] nearby — I've never been to any of them. I haven't
been off this peninsula — but I've been over most of it. On 24 &
25 Sept I'm going up to Nha Trang to operate for 2 days in a civilian
Provincial Hospital.

Must close
and see if I can get this into an evening pick-up.

Much love

I'll write
sooner next

Harold

2
Nov 70

Dear Mom &
Dad —

Things seem
to be slowing down here a bit — This is the first afternoon that
I've really had free in weeks —

I'm at the
hospital because I have some studying and filing and personal paperwork
I want to do — will write a couple pages then finish this in my
room where I'll review some of your recent letters.

I wrote you
a long letter that should have arrived in Rochester while you were
at San F. — can't recall you mentioned it — will check back letters
tonight.

I had the crud
last week — bad diarrhea and cramping Wed. night — heaved my lunch
& most of my innards it seemed — Worst damn cramps I've had
since I was a kid — Just today feel I'm really clear of it. Roommate
in same condition.

I'm finally
on flying status ! — Got the orders just a couple weeks ago and
they were back-dated to 14 Sep — still feel I was cheated out of
6 weeks, and may yet write it up for the Inspector General —

I'm out of
my job as Chairman of Surg. Dept. ! Thank God ! The guy who was
7 days senior to me came in and took the job. I've never been so
happy to shed a burden !

No word yet
on the promotion deal — I interpret the rule as written reported
in the AF Times that I am long overdue (Aug '69) for L/C; and I
recall that Randolph AFB people told me I wouldn't make it until
the next board meets after the rules become effective — Dec '70
board considers promotions for Cal. Yr. 1971 — so I may make it
1 Jan 71 — there is so much of that 3rd hand I'm prepared
for any disappointment — but I will be disappointed.

I'll probably
then take R & R in March — the big birthday month — maybe April
— Everybody advises leave & R & R be taken late in the tour
because the time afterward is the hardest to take. Also, often is
tough to get R & R travel slots — and the closer to DEROS (Date
of Return from Over Sea) the higher your priority.

The weather
right here right now is surprisingly cool & breezy. about 70o
which is cooler than it has been any time since I've been here except
an occasional 0600 hours. Really is quite refreshing.

Last Wed. when
I was so sick we had our typhoon — it had been down graded to a
tropical storm but did blow off a few f roofs and cut off water
& electricity. Fortunately my roommate & I managed to contain
ourselves during the worst water cut-off periods. Could have been
bad!

Will mail this
now & try to write again soon regarding review of your letters
to answer questions.

Love
Harold

27
Mar 71 !!

Dear Mom &
Dad

So far I know
only that I'm going either to Vandenberg AFB in southern Calif.
or to Wright-Patterson AFB in Ohio. I called Washington a couple
days ago and that's all the guy could tell me — I'm not sure whether
he couldn't remember which or whether the decision just hadn't been
made.

I'm en route
to the annual War Surgery meeting, this year in Tokyo. Will be there
a week.

My "other"
orthopaedist left for the States 2 Feb and it took them until 10
Ap Mar to get me temporary duty help from the Philippines — he's
covering me until I get my man in permanently about 5 Apr. That's
one reason I've been so busy

We did have
a mass casualty with 31 Cambodian trainees hit in a rocket attack.
I had had 11 admissions on the day before (a Saturday) then ate
blintzes & crêpes & wine until 1am
and they arrived at 3am I was in the O.R. until
noon — tho't I'd poop out — but there is a lot of adrenalin flowing
at a time like that.

Biggest work
load is with the backaches & knee pains which seem more numerous
now that the war is winding down. They requires so much more time-consuming
evaluation and paper work.

One thing I'd
really appreciate is a couple big cans of Bond Street [pipe] tobacco.
I've gotten to the point where I really don't like any other brands,
and the selection is so very poor in Viet Nam. Send it Parcel Post
& label it "SAM".

Surely glad
Aunty Vi made it out to Hawaii — I'll bet she really enjoyed it.

Hope all is
well with you-all back there in the thaw —

I'll close
and shoot off a note to C——.

Love

Harold

October
16, 2007

Chuck
George [send him mail]
is a retired orthopedic surgeon in Alabama.

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