I Forgive You and My Apologies
by Andrew Mason
Recently
by Andrew Mason: The
Lives of the Occupied
A time of reflection is needed for
me as a veteran of the State’s war against Iraq considering we can
now celebrate the official one year anniversary of American forces
"pulling out". Of course, many of you reading this know
there is an embassy in Baghdad the size of the Vatican, hundreds
of advisors, and thousands more mercenaries to maintain its Mesopotamian
outpost. Reflecting on one of the most blatant atrocities in all
of history, I have realized I need to forgive those who attempted
to kill me and formally apologize to the Iraqi people.
First, let it be said that I now fully
understand why they tried to kill us. We patrolled your streets
in 68-ton rolling death-creator (M1A1 Tank) looking for those deemed
"insurgents" or in reality simply opposed to us doing
this sort of thing. We sat and spied on their homes through my main
gun’s sight while they went about your daily business in fear; hoping
we wouldn’t pull the trigger. I can also only imagine being on the
other side a gargantuan turret traversing, looking for something
to murder. Just like the sounds of drone’s flying above children
in Pakistan cause them to "scream
in terror", so did
the sounds of our tanks. Our tank tracks ruined their farm and grazing
lands simply because of our want to take a short cut to an over
watch position. Either as a result of our unwelcome presence and
the destruction of life
and property that necessarily
follows it or the events that I have just described; they placed
an improvised explosive device (IED) between our old tank tracks
in the middle of the desert.
During late January 2007 my tank
and our wing tank left our position where we provided over watch
for a supply route that was a hotspot for IED placement. Fearing
we would hit yet another IED on this road, we took alternative route
through the desert back to return to our command operating post
for re-supply. However, we were silly enough to follow our old tracks
that we had left a month ago. They were smart enough to know that
we’d travel back through this area. The first tank passed through
a cut in a line of hills and we followed. The 500-lbs bomb detonated,
destroyed my tank, and seriously injured everyone but me. Every
marine who witnessed the aftermath the destruction had no idea how
we made it out alive. Of course, I was angry with the "Other"
for a long time and was ready to re-enlist for the slaughterhouse
of Afghanistan. Luckily, I had a change of heart and I now understand
why they tried to kill us. I forgive them. If some invading force
came into my backyard I, like every other American, would respond
in a similar manner.
To the Iraqi People:
I
am sorry for helping leave your country in ruins. I am sorry for
detaining and violating the privacy of those who did no harm to
me or any other American. I apologize to the children who have not
grown up with parents. I apologize to the parents who have had children
born with birth defects caused by our uranium-laced ammunition.
I apologize for the sectarian violence and the potential
wars in the future that
followed the destruction of your livelihoods. I apologize for, having
to learn of the State’s depredations the hard way by being part
of the biggest criminal
gang in world history. The
only thing I can truly offer you and the rest of the world is help.
Help by preventing this form of massive aggression from ever taking
place by changing the thinking of the American people. Maybe, they
can learn something from a recent, tragic event in our own country.
The massacre that occurred at Sandy
Hook Elementary this past week is that event. Similar acts of terror
happen weekly, if not daily, across the Middle East as a direct
result of this State’s foreign policy. Maybe someday, the mass of
Americans will realize everyone comes into this world at their specific
geographical location by complete chance. Maybe someday, they will
realize that the children in Connecticut are no different than those
in the Middle East.
December
24, 2012
Andrew Mason
[send him mail] is a
former corporal in the U.S.M.C. He is currently pursuing a degree
in Political Science at California State-Bakersfield. He Blogs at
http://drewtmason.wordpress.com.
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