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The following
story is part of Walter
Block's Autobiography Archive.
How
I Became a Libertarian
by
Roy
Halliday
The
first one to influence my thinking in a libertarian way must have
been my life-long friend (since we were each about 4 years old)
Steven Schwartzman. Steve is the libertarian son of Jack Schwartzman
who is the author of Rebels of Individualism and Editor-in-Chief
of Fragments, a libertarian/Georgist publication that Jack
produced from 1963 until his death in 2001. The Schwartzman family
lived right around the corner from my family in Franklin Square
on Long Island.
During
our high-school years (19601963), Steve and I and several
other interested students from our school attended meetings at Jack
Schwartzman's law office with Jack and other luminaries from the
Fragments group. We listened to these elders discuss topics
such as individualism, Henry David Thoreau, Ayn Rand, and Henry
George. These sessions firmed up my belief in individualism, but
the Georgist idea of taxing land never made sense to me and stood
in sharp contrast to the otherwise libertarian philosophy of the
Fragments group.
The
first writers to influence me in a libertarian direction were Henry
David Thoreau and H. L. Mencken, whose works I began reading in
high school. Then in my senior year of high school, our English
teacher required us to read Atlas
Shrugged by Ayn Rand. I enjoyed it so much that I ran out
and bought and read all her other books, and I even subscribed to
The Objectivist, which was the official organ of her cult.
I liked Rand's economics and her strong support for individual rights,
but I thought she was off the mark in her attack on altruism and
her glorification of business tycoons. The love-life of the characters
in her novels also struck me as out of touch with reality from the
male perspective.
At
Grove City College (GCC) I was influenced by two classmates: John
Peters and Walter Grinder. John had come to GCC after corresponding
with Ludwig von Mises and Murray Rothbard, who both recommended
GCC as the best college for studying Austrian Economics. By the
time John arrived at GCC he had already read most of Mises' and
Rothbard's works, as well works by others of the Austrian School.
He brought a bookcase full of these books with him. When I met John,
I had never heard of Rothbard, I had never read any of Mises' books,
and the thought of reading economic literature struck me as too
tedious to pursue.
GCC
is a liberal arts college affiliated with the Presbyterian church.
When I attended GCC (19631967), the school required all students
to take courses in history, English, the Bible, philosophy,
a foreign language, mathematics, and science, regardless of the
subject that the student chose to major in. Each department established
its own attendance requirements. Most departments allowed students
to skip from zero to three class sessions per semester, but the
English department allowed students to cut as many classes as we
wanted to. I thought the English courses were a waste of time, so
I asked a friend in my class to keep me informed about upcoming
exams, and I attended English classes only when there was a test.
On the days when my English class had no test, which was usually
the case, I audited Hans Sennholz's classes in economics instead.
I began to realize that economics is not as dull as I thought. I
ended up auditing two or three economics classes and actually taking
three or four others.
John
started feeding me essays by Rothbard on political and historical
topics. Each Rothbard essay caused me to have an epiphany. I adopted
new attitudes on the cold war, American imperialism, disarmament,
and collusion between business leaders and government. And I became
an anarcho-capitalist. I had been a near anarchist before when I
was under the influence of Thoreau, but I back-slid a bit when I
read Ayn Rand's books and Barry Goldwater's Conscience
of a Conservative. Conversations with John Peters (who became
my roommate in my junior and senior years at college) and reading
Rothbard's essays convinced me that anarchism logically follows
from the non-aggression principle, which I was already committed
to.
Observing
the fascination with which John read Austrian economic literature
got me curious enough to try it. I started with the best. I read
von Mises' Human
Action on my summer vacation between my junior and senior
years. I now believe that no one is well educated unless they have
read Human Action. I spent more time in college reading books
that had nothing to do with the courses I was taking than I did
studying for my courses and my grades reflected this. The
books that influenced me during this period include: Theory
and History, Socialism,
and Epistemological
Problems of Economics by Mises; Studies
in Philosophy, Politics and Economics by F. A. Hayek; Critique
of Pure Reason by Immanuel Kant; What
Social Classes Owe Each Other by William Graham Sumner;
and The
Man versus the State and Social
Statics by Herbert Spencer.
Sometimes
I would become obsessed with an issue and I would shut myself in
my dorm room for two or three days, cut all my classes, and write
about the issue until I had resolved it to my satisfaction. For
example, when I read Human Action I noticed that Mises argued
for determinism on the grounds that it follows from the law of causality,
but when I read "The Mantle of Science" by Rothbard he argued for
free will. So I stayed in my room, thought and wrote about the issue,
and when I emerged two or three days later I had changed my opinion
and agreed with Mises.
On
another occasion, Rothbard's essays on war and disarmament caused
me to hibernate for a couple days. When I rejoined the outside world
I had changed my views to agree with Rothbard's.
The
only other hibernation event that I recall concerned the issue of
punishment. It struck me that punishment might not be consistent
with the non-aggression principle, but Rothbard argued strongly
in favor of eye-for-eye, tooth-for-tooth, and stripe-for-stripe
retribution. After thinking about it for two or three days, I came
out of my room opposed to punishment, and I have held that view
ever since.
As
much as I admired John Peters for having read so much libertarian
literature, John, in turn, looked up to our classmate Walter Grinder
who had read even more. John and Walt began going to coffee shops
and having long conversations about economics, history, and political
philosophy. I began to tag along with John to these coffee-shop
meetings. I listened and learned a lot.
John
corresponded with Murray Rothbard and arranged for us to visit him
in New York over one of our school breaks. John knew enough about
economics to have an intelligent conversation with Rothbard, and
I knew my way around New York City well enough to find Murray's
apartment, so we made a good team. Also, I got my parents to put
us up at their house on Long Island. The meeting went well, and
John arranged another visit. Walter Grinder went with us this time,
and my parents graciously put us all up. Rothbard was very impressed
with Walter.
After
graduation I got a job with IBM in Kingston, New York, and I continued
to visit the Rothbards periodically. Joey Rothbard always seemed
glad to see me. Several times she dragged poor Murray out of bed
to entertain me when I dropped in on them too early in the afternoon.
Joey was a practicing Presbyterian, and I think one reason why she
liked me to visit her husband was so that he could include more
goyim in his circle of friends and followers. I got to know most
of the people in Rothbard's inner circle: Leonard Liggio, Jerry
Woloz, Joe Peden, Walter Block, Robert Smith, Jerry Tuccille, Roy
Childs, Karl Hess, Gerald O'Driscoll, Mario Rizzo, et. al.
Walter
Grinder and his wife and daughter moved to the Metropolitan area
and I visited them frequently for the next few years and eagerly
absorbed more knowledge from Walter.
After
a thirty-year career as a technical writer and editor for IBM, I
retired in 1997. Since then I have created my
own website and gathered together all the libertarian articles
that I have written over the years that were published in The Grove
City College Collegian, The Libertarian Forum, the
Atlantis News, The Abolitionist, Outlook, Formulations,
and Fragments. I also finished writing a book on justice
and published it on my website: Enforceable
Rights: A Libertarian Theory of Justice.
Over
the years I have been involved with attempts to establish a libertarian
nation, participated in libertarian scholars conferences, was a
founding member of the Radical Libertarian Alliance, and have been
a Libertarian Party candidate three times. In this past election
cycle my sons Matthew and Jesse and I were all Libertarian Party
candidates here in Raleigh, North Carolina. See Operation
Atlantis and the Radical Libertarian Alliance: Observations of a
Fly on the Wall for my perspective on libertarian activities
in New York in the late 1960s and early 1970s.
Currently
I am a member of the board of the Libertarian Nation Foundation
and I maintain the links to Free-Market
Alternatives to the State.
December
21, 2002
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