Today Is the First Day of the Rest of My Life

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my name is Tracy Saboe, and I’m a graduate of Augustana
. I started working at Wal~Mart a few months afterward
in 2001. And I’ve been working there ever since as a cashier. As
I’ve been out of college my life has been more and more shaped by
my study of the Constitution, the Declaration of Independence, and
reading about our country’s founding fathers. Axioms such as, “When
the government robs Peter to pay Paul, it can always count on the
support of Paul,” and, “Democracy needs to be more then just two
wolves and a sheep deciding on what to have for dinner.”

brings me to cashiering at Wal~Mart. As most of you know, Wal~Mart
accepts E.B.T., or an electronic version of food stamps. They’ve
been accepting it ever since they opened up the “Supercenter” or
grocery side of it. My life was largely inundated by people using
food stamps to purchase soda pop, ice cream, chips, cookies, candy,
cake, and all manner of unhealthy [read “junk”] food. When they
aren’t purchasing these artery clogging, insulin spiking luxuries,
they’re buying gourmet steak, shrimp, pork ribs, and fancy name
brand frozen TV dinners that cost 5 times what it would cost if
they’d learn how to cook for themselves. Or (two of my personal
favorite), “I’m buying these steaks for my dogs” and, “My kid’s
having a birthday, and he just HAS to have a $40 Scooby Doo cake.”
Apparently she didn’t feel her son’s life would be complete without

think I’m joking? I’m a cashier, I see it all.

frustrates me to see my tax money used this way. But day in and
day out, I smile and say, “Have a good day.” Usually I comment to
the next person in line, “I just love seeing my tax money
used to buy 7-Up, cupcakes and candy don’t you?” The next person
in line usually emphatically agrees with me. I had one older lady
tell me, “You must have heard us talking about that. It’s good to
hear young people who think that way. Maybe they’ll do something
about it.”

fact quite often I’ll get into political discussions with my customers.
They seem to like me. Many of them say that I’m their cashier. One
lady said she’d go to me because, “[I’m] nice to old folks like
her.” We talk about how a penny used to be worth something (It’s
not now thanks to the Federal Reserve
) Customers continually
ask me, “Do you always have a smile on my face?” I guess I won’t
be there anymore to cheer them up. One guy was like, “I’ve been
in Wal~Marts all over this country and I’ve never seen a cashier
who knows how to use the word “tyranny.” I’m not sure exactly what
he was referring to, but I’ll bet it was my comment that Thomas
Jefferson once said that it was tyranny to force people to pay for
something they don’t believe in (The current war effort, public
gay schools in New York, The National Endowment for the Arts, etc.)

age requirements about gun control pop up, I voice my disapproval.
“There used to be a time when it was considered a rite of passage
for a 12 year old to take his gun to school with him.” Not anymore.
In fact, the terrorist attack would never have been able to happen
if we hadn’t banned law abiding citizens from carrying guns onto
the airplane in the late 70s. But that’s another story. Here in
South Dakota gun culture people emphatically agree with me on that
point too.

I digress.

couple days ago a girl went through my line (Thursday, August 16th)
I was chatting with her and she seemed like a nice girl. Then I
noticed that she pulled out her E.B.T. card and I felt the same
frustration I always feel. I rang up her Sprite, and Dr. Pepper,
her Little Debbie’s mini cakes, and several other “food” items that
wouldn’t be healthy for anybody’s pocketbook if they weren’t getting
a free handout from the Fed (Read from you and me). And definitely
not physically healthy for anybody. (I challenge you to find any
nutritionist who thinks Dr. Pepper and mini cakes are healthy, much
less a biological necessity.)

thought I might try an experiment. Perhaps I could help her get
out of the trap that is welfare. (It really is a trap. My wife’s
parents used to be on it because her brother, their son, had Cerebral
Palsy, and they had to be very careful they didn’t make $1 over
their limit, otherwise they’d lose half of their help. The stepfather,
Jerry, agrees with me, “The government encourages slothfulness.”)

asked this girl if she knew how to cook. She looked at me, a bit
estranged, “No.” And I said to her that it might be one skill she
might want to look into so she could get out from under that government
control over her life. She said to me, “Well, it’s just something
that I do while I’m in college.”

this really burned me. She’s an able bodied person, living off other
peoples’ money because of convenience. She’s probably getting a
federal grant or at least a federally subsidized loan to pay for
college too. (Read, she’s going to college with my tax money. Of
course I must admit that I did the same thing before I realized
the government theft involved in getting the money it needs to subsidies
that loan. So, I’m a bit of a hypocrite. Now I’m paying it back
as fast as I can, so I don’t contribute to the expansion
of the welfare state.
) When I was in college, my parents helped
pay for it. (And I have to pay them back.) But at least that’s voluntary
charity. And when my parents were in college, they definitely worked
their way through it. In fact, one of the reasons why college tuition
inflates 9% more every year than the inflation rate is because of
all the government interference. It’s because they have to pay all
those college administrators and secretaries who do all that paperwork
necessary to get government moneys. The other reason is that whenever
you give something to somebody for free, demand soars, which raises
prices for everybody who doesn’t get it free. But that’s another
story also.

anyway, I said to this girl as I checked her out, “You do realize
that you’re buying this with other people’s tax money.”

but I paid taxes all my life too.” ALL HER LIFE? She’s younger then
I am, and I’m only 24. If she’s in college on food stamps I sincerely
doubt she’s had much of a job and paid the income taxes that fund

a good day,” I said as I helped her pack her bags into her cart.

this is where the absurdity struck me. It’s the income tax system
that encourages the welfare state. People who pay taxes now feel
they have an entitlement to some of the money they paid in. And
why wouldn’t they? It’s their money after all.

she didn’t have a good day, because as I got up to go on my break
a little later, one of the assistant managers came over and talked
to me, and gave me quite a dressing down. Apparently she had complained:

I thought everything was OK. He had just said, “If I hear of anything
else like that again, I’m firing you.”

It won’t happen again.”

hope not.”

this brings us to today. I went in to work today, August 16th, at
3:00 PM. And almost immediately as soon as I got on the register,
they pulled me off, and said, “they want to see you in personnel.”
“Ooooo Key.”

walked back there, and two other assistant managers were there sitting
in the room.

I help you?” I asked.

Tracy, sit down.”

felt like I was going into an inquisition, but I’d gotten rewards
in places like this too, so I wasn’t sure what to think.

wanted to hear me explain the incident to them. Apparently, this
girl complained to district about it, and now all of management
knew about it. So I did. Daryle, one of the two, said, “Tracy, this
falls under gross misconduct.” “Gross misconduct?” I thought. I
could have plainly told the girl to not buy junk food with my tax
money. I could have called her names. A civil conversation with
somebody: Gross Misconduct?

went an to explain that this could be interpreted as sexual harassment.
Sexual harassment? Some of these people are extremely over-sensitive.
There wasn’t anything sexual or gender discriminating about the
conversation. Inappropriate, or unprofessional for a cashier/customer
relationship yes. But sexual harassment?

. . If this had been a person of color, it could be construed as
racism.” Racism? Where do these people get this stuff. Seriously,
they only hear what they want to hear. How could you get racism
out of that conversation? I just don’t like people buying junk food
with my tax money. Why is that racist? Perhaps if it had been a
white male, or I had been a black female who complained it would
have all blown over or something. But she was a white female, so
obviously it must be interpreted as sexual harassment.

the hypocrisy was getting to me anyway. “Well, it’s probably good
for both of us, because I was struggling with the morality of getting
paid with that kind of money.”

to us that statement. ‘That kind of money.'”

frankly sir: Stolen money. Money taken from hardworking people (like
like you and me), and handed out to others. Why does a person have
a moral right to my money, or yours, just because she’s poor? Secondly
sir, the only person who really gets rich and wealthy from food
stamps are people that accept them the businesses already big
enough to have the money to invest in that infrastructure. People
on food stamps don’t spend that money wisely, to better themselves.
They spend it frivolously.”

that’s your personal opinion you should keep that to yourself,”
said Donna, the other assistant manager.

personal opinion? I should have told them that it’s the personal
opinion of every single other cashier up there. It’s probably the
personal opinion of every single grocery clerk in the world. It’s
just that I might be a little bit more vocal about it. And it’s
not MY personal opinion, it’s the U.S. Constitution’s opinion. Nowhere,
does the US Constitution give the federal government power to hand
out charity.

Tracy, if that’s the way you feel, it’s probably good that we parted
company,” replied Daryle, “But you’re probably going to have trouble
finding other employment, because the fact is, There ARE poor people
out there. And most of them are not there by their own choosing.”

I replied. “You guys don’t cashier. Neither one of you ever did.
You don’t see the same things I do. In my almost 2 years here at
Wal~Mart, I’ve only met one person, who was actually purchasing
responsible foods on her food stamps. Do you really think that girl
needed pop, and Little Debbie’s cakes, and Ice cream? Which is what
the VAST majority of them use it for. And then they have money left
over for a TV, or something. No, most of the people on food stamps
aren’t truly poor, or needy. The ones that are get plenty of help
from private charity’s and voluntary banquets already. Do you really
approve of your tax money being used to help people buy junk food?”

paused. And I went on, “Of course you do, because part of your paycheck
comes from it. I have more integrity then that.”

so here I am today, without a job. I’ll find another one. One where
I’m not getting part of my paycheck from stolen money. At least
my conscience is clear. The hypocrisy was getting to me.

18, 2003

Saboe [send him mail]
used to work for Wal-Mart.


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